After I sleep 12 hours. I woke up and opened my laptop, I saw 2 messages one from Maria and another one is from Father Sixtus. Actually, I sent a messages yesterday, I asked for some help. In these 3 months, I feel like I lose my self. I need God. There is something missing somewhere inside my self. But, when I pray, I feel so far with God. I miss God. This is first time when I feel lose from God. I don't know what to do. I try to do confess my sins but it doesn't working. There is still some piece that need to be found. Till then, I surrender, I sent a messages to father Sixtus and I told him any thing that I felt. I don't want my relationship with Lord broken. Then, he replied and he said that try to said this sentence.
"I miss you Lord, I love you Lord. I praise and worship you Lord "
You know what ??? I feel PEACE inside here and I cry. I almost figure out what I need. I'll keep pray and say that sentence.
PS: we can't live far away from GOD. Once you feel nothing inside or feel like God is not with you anymore. Go and find out what happen. Because You need Him to guide you for the truth road. THANK YOU FOR FATHER SIXTUS.
X.O.X.O
Bunch of love
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