Dempo's Art Exhibition

I couldn't remember what date it was. But, I remember, It was our first performance. Even though we are not show together, at least we got have fun together. That night is really mean to me. I recorded your voice while you were singing. As well as, it was first song that you gave to me "Fall for you" I didn't know that that song was for "her" till I found out the lyrics of the song. I just knew that you sang for "Her". Unfortunately, she was not there. you were wishing that she could know how is your feeling. But, pity you. Then, I was going to covered "tetap mengerti" by kerispatih (Indonesia band), in the middle of recording. I cried. When I was singing that song, I felt something that long time ago I already buried it. But, still there. It was really hurt . I miss you so badly. I thought that I already moved on but I'M NOT ! Then, I was looking for your voice that I recorded at Dempo's art exhibition. I found it and I listened to it. I cried again and again. 

" I wish you were here. I wish you knew what I feel. I wish I could repeat the time. I wish I didn't do the silly things. I wish, I was not do confession to you. I wish I could be your best friends in your difficult. "

Many wishes that I wanted you know. But I know that I COULDN'T and you WOULDN'T know about this. I feel alone here. The only thing that I never regret for is I loved you. It is worth it. You taught me how to let go. I wish you are happy right now and will be happy with anyone who will you pick to be ur next GF. I sending my love to you from here. Wishing you bunch of luck in ur new world.


X.O.X.O
Bunch of love