Dempo's Art Exhibition

I couldn't remember what date it was. But, I remember, It was our first performance. Even though we are not show together, at least we got have fun together. That night is really mean to me. I recorded your voice while you were singing. As well as, it was first song that you gave to me "Fall for you" I didn't know that that song was for "her" till I found out the lyrics of the song. I just knew that you sang for "Her". Unfortunately, she was not there. you were wishing that she could know how is your feeling. But, pity you. Then, I was going to covered "tetap mengerti" by kerispatih (Indonesia band), in the middle of recording. I cried. When I was singing that song, I felt something that long time ago I already buried it. But, still there. It was really hurt . I miss you so badly. I thought that I already moved on but I'M NOT ! Then, I was looking for your voice that I recorded at Dempo's art exhibition. I found it and I listened to it. I cried again and again. 

" I wish you were here. I wish you knew what I feel. I wish I could repeat the time. I wish I didn't do the silly things. I wish, I was not do confession to you. I wish I could be your best friends in your difficult. "

Many wishes that I wanted you know. But I know that I COULDN'T and you WOULDN'T know about this. I feel alone here. The only thing that I never regret for is I loved you. It is worth it. You taught me how to let go. I wish you are happy right now and will be happy with anyone who will you pick to be ur next GF. I sending my love to you from here. Wishing you bunch of luck in ur new world.


X.O.X.O
Bunch of love

O S S L T

First time when I woke up in this morning, the only thing that I thought was "Should I meet with That guy ?". From 8.30a.m - 01.00 p.m I thought like that till Maria called me and said that if I want to check my final result I can come and check with miss Lis. I thought that the final result of my second semester in CIMP is out. So, I really wanted to go. I went to college with Gina. But, on the way to college, Gina told me that she wanted to found out about OSSLT result. Then, I got confused because I thought that the result which is out was Final result of my second semester but why Gina wants to take her OSSLT result. Was the result out ? Then, I kept thinking till we arrived at college and indeed I'm wrong interpretation. What maria was talking about is about OSSLT result. Hmmm,, I already curious about my final result, well, it's ok. Still waiting.

Then, I asked Miss Lisa about my result. I was very nervous, Gina as well. Gina went first, while miss Lisa was checking, she really looked like nervous till miss Liza said "Congratulation. You are pass." Then, her face turned very bright. She was smile and she was very happy. I am happy for her as well. Then, after Gina is my turn. I thought that I'm failed. I just surrender and I thought, "If, I'm failed. Alright, It's ok. I have OLC class." but guess what ? I'M PASS !!!!! hahahahhaha I got 305 for marks! yuhuuu,, I'm blessed and I'm just happy. Really thanks GOD. What I worked to get this things done are really worth it! I'M BLESSED.
Note:: We: Me, Gina, Erika, Maria and Shella are pass OSSLT ! so bless !



X.O.X.O
Bunch of love

A message

After I sleep 12 hours. I woke up and opened my laptop, I saw 2 messages one from Maria and another one is from Father Sixtus. Actually, I sent a messages yesterday, I asked for some help. In these 3 months, I feel like I lose my self. I need God. There is something missing somewhere inside my self. But, when I pray, I feel so far with God. I miss God. This is first time when I feel lose from God. I don't know what to do. I try to do confess my sins but it doesn't working. There is still some piece that need to be found. Till then, I surrender, I sent a messages to father Sixtus and I told him any thing that I felt. I don't want my relationship with Lord broken. Then, he replied and he said that try to said this sentence.

"I miss you Lord, I love you Lord. I praise and worship you Lord "

You know what ??? I feel PEACE inside here and I cry. I almost figure out what I need. I'll keep pray and say that sentence.

PS: we can't live far away from GOD. Once you feel nothing inside or feel like God is not with you anymore. Go and find out what happen. Because You need Him to guide you for the truth road. THANK YOU FOR FATHER SIXTUS.


X.O.X.O
Bunch of love

Badminton Day

Yuhuuuu,,
Just went back from playing badminton with Erika and Gina. Actually, shella wants to join but she couldn't wake up, so........ only three of us. We played not really long because there was wind so we couldn't play so, we decided to stop playing and back to our house. We are not very serious playing badminton. We also make a joke so it wasn't too serious. Just playing as a friend not as a rival. Glad to spent time with them. Love them so much. Wishing gina could stay here for another year. Gina is going to move to US for her university. For sure gonna miss her so much. I stay here because I don't wanna lose any moments with her before she leaves. Thank you for another day that we could hanging out together. Love you.



X.O.X.O
Bunch of love

Memorable Moments

Here some memories that we captured. Wishing these memories could remind us who we are, who you are, who I am and where you belong.. Only photos ::

Shella and Gina

Shella, Theresa, Gina, Erika, Maria, Theresia and Me

Shella, Theresa, Gina, Erika, Maria, Theresia and Me

Gina and Shella (They both look so cute like a couple)

Maria and Me 

Maria and Erika
Sorry can't rotate the photo

Me, Maria, Shella, Erika and Gina

Gina, Shella and Me

Maria and Gina
Sorry, can't rotate the picture

Hahahahahha. This is the funny picture ever. starting from below and left picture seems like I wanna Gina to be my GF but shella doesn't allow me then, third picture, in the top and right picture, Shella push me to stay away from Gina and last picture, I disappear. hahahhaha. such a nice shoot ! 

Here also funny picture, starting down and left picture, Shella and Maria are happy together and then up and right picture suddenly Gina comes in front of camera and Shella screams and finally Gina disappear again and here they are Shella and Maria in the hoy. =p

Me trying to confess to Gina then, Shella comes and dunno the ending. just look at my face in the up and right picture. So funny. hahahahhahahhha. guess like what is the ending and tell me.

Gina, Shella and Maria are shaking theirs head to make their hairs flew just like the advertisement of Sunsilk Shampoo. hahahahahahah. Anyone needs model to advertisement model of shampoo. Here they are. =p 

The story almost same like a few picture previously. Just I can't stand to see my own face. Hhahahahhah.
Me, Shella and Gina

Gina, Shella, Me and Theresia

Shella and Theresia. Both are pretty.

Gina, Erika and Shella. They pose like japanese girl style. ahhahahhahah
Sorry, can't rotate the pict ..

Theresia , Maria and Maria's teddy bear

How cute those photos.. Glad have all of you guys.



X.O.X.O
Bunch of love

Big Thank You

Thank you for today guys. Even though u are not going to read all of these, I believe that u know that we had great time and night. I know "Great Day" story is not really complete story, at least I tried to share it so that what we've been through together will be recorded to keep us with our's memories. I'm exciting for badminton tomorrow!
Here some photos that I took for today, sorry for shella, I can't get ur photo. =(

Maria Lawono from Pekanbaru

Melissa Widodo from Solo

Erika Priskila from Pekanbaru

Me and Georgina Siahaan from Malang and Medan

Shella Stephanie from Pekanbaru

Great Day

How blessed I am today. Have a great time today with all my friends.
First, me, gina, maria, melissa, and erika went to FGCC church. Before went to church, we plus shella having lunch at orange then we go to church exclude shella because she is buddist. So, she went back to home and me, maria, gina, erika and melissa went to church. There was awesome moments in church, we only sang and worshiped and I kinda like almost the songs. After, church we went for dinner as well, it was around 6 p.m. Then, gina and maria went home while me and erika went to melissa's house to see a room for erika. Then, me and erika were in melissa's house almost 2 hours and we had great time in melissa's house. We shared songs. hahahahahahahha. like new song of JUSTIN BIEBER, lady antebellum and etc. Then, around 8 p.m me and erika went home but, when we were in the lift, I said to Erika that I'm starving and i don't have enough money. Then, suddenly, erika said "ok, let's go eat, I treat u! sate padang " I shocked, I thought that she was joking but She is serious. hahahahahah. Then, we went to ming tian to eat sate padang. When we arrived there, the TV was showing the battle of Sudirman Cup Finale between China and Denmark. Erika so excited, because she loves badminton. She told me everything about badminton. About the player who were playing in the TV (Lindan (China) and GUDE (I forget the name of Denmark's player)). She kept telling me everything like Lindan is easy to be lost if the rival be patient. hahahahahhaha. I'm proud of her, She knows everything about badminton until the history of china's badminton was made. hahahhahahahah


Then, because I don't know what to do and also I just saw tweet from shella that she wanted to play card, then I've got an idea, to stay lately in Condo and play card with her. Unfortunately, only me, erika, gina and shella can joined it. Maria can't, don't know the reason clearly. Putri because she has class tomorrow. So, only 4 of us can play the cards. ahhh yaa,, the funny things before I got into gina and shella's room. I asked erika to make a call to shella to help me open the door because My bb baterai dropped. Then, when Shella opened the door while she sang MCD's theme song. I was hiding in somewhere so that she saw nothing. Shella only saw erika and suddenly she shouted to Erika "hayyyy Erika!!!, you said to me to open the door, then, now I open the door,  why you go back to your own room?" then I jumped and screamed "duaarr". She jumped a bit and shocked ! I just laughing. HAHAHAHAHAH. So funny to see her reaction! wkwkkwkwkw....

I went to her room and found Gina was watching princess hours so, while waiting erika come here. I watched princess hours too and also I love that movie as well. But we only looked for the funny moments. We were laugh together and screamed while we saw the price shin and princess shoeyin are kissing. hahahahahahhaha. So funny, If I remembering that moments. So memorable then Finally, we played UNO only 2 quarters because I have to go before 12 p.m. huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa >,<

even  though I only got 2 quaters for UNO, I got great time with them for whole days !
BIG THANKS TO GINA, MARIA,SHELLA,ERIKA,MELISSA.


X.O.X.O
Bunch of love.

Holiday is Coming

actually, this very late if I want to say "FINALLY, EXAM IS DONE" because my exam finish on last friday and at that time I can't online so, I can't write anything and also Yesterday I forgot u mention it because u know, I got mad bcs of my modem. hahahhaha So, this is my chance, while I'm free and might be free all the time! hahahahahh .. SAY HELLO TO HOLIDAY !!! YEAYYYY !! 

I have 1 month holiday and I'm gonna stay at MALAYSIA for 1 month full. I don't know what i'm gonna do with my friends. next week is graduation but I don't come because I have to stay another semester in CIMP. Not because I failed subject, it's because I want to improve my english skill first, so it's easy when I get into University. Unfortunately, other friends think that stay one more semester is like I'm a stupid person. But, I just don't care because my life is not none of their business. Hhahahahaha ..

Anyway, Holiday is coming, No more homework, No more assignment, no more test or even exam. Those are finish on last Friday! How happy I am. I did all the exam great but not sure with the score. Wishing get good mark. Holiday full holiday in Malaysia and with my friends are stay here also because their's visa is processing in Monash so, they can't get back to Indonesia. While me, because If I stay at home in Indonesia, I have nothing to do, just lying on the bed, watching TV and browsing because all my friends in Malang, Yeahh, as you know that I stayed at malang since I was 12 y.o so, I don't have many friends in Pekanbaru. Pekanbatu's friends all are here, Malaysia. So, it's better to stay here.

After graduation, many plans already we have. GENTING HIGHLAND !!! outdoor theme park, then of course KL, it might be, we stay at KL and dunno yet upcoming plans. ahhahahahaha `~ waiting for my story, though.

hhahhahaha ... 

anyway, HAPPY GREAT HOLIDAY PEOPLE !! WISHING U HAVING GREAT TIME WITH YOUR LOVELY PEOPLE SURROUND YOU ALL..

X.O.X.O

Bunch of love

KUALA LUMPUR 

GENTING HIGHLAND. OUR'S PLAN . wishing everything will comes true. 

 

 

Documentary Movie

Here's another categories for MTV movie awards :: BEST JAWS DROPPING MOMENTS

1. James Franco (127 Hours by Danny Boyle)

2. Justin bieber (Justin Bieber : Never Say Never by Jon.M.Chu

3. Leonardo DiCaprio and Ellen Page (Inception by Christopher Nolan)

4. Natalie Portman (Black Swan by Darren Aronofsky)

5. Steve-O (Jackass 3D by Jeff Tremaine)

I voted JUSTIN BIEBER :: NEVER SAY NEVER.
how about you ????
vote here :: http://www.mtv.com/ontv/movieawards/2011/best-jaw-dropping-moment/

It's all fun and games 'til your arm is trapped, numb and bleeding under a rock.

Movie award

Currently Mtv presents MTV movie award and there are many categories and this one is tough decision... here list one of list categories :: best movie according to MTV movie award ::::

1. Black swan

2. Harry Potter and the deathly hallows part 1

3. Inception

3. The social network

4. Twilight saga : eclipse 

So, which one is your choice ?
vote it here ::: http://www.mtv.com/ontv/movieawards/2011/best-movie/

Last Exam

1 paper to go. 

Tomorrow is the last day for final exam. INTERNATIONAL BUSINESS. It is a hell subject! I get enough mark but, I don't know about tomorrow. OMG ! 10 chapters, it equals with one whole text book and I have to read it. LAZY man. So, I decided to browsing. However, I'm afraid of it. I'm afraid that I can't do the exam. I already studied all the chapters but I'm not confident. Wish me luck tomorrow. Anyway, 2 others subject was quite good, I did it well. But dunno with the result. ONLY IB ! oohhhh noooo !! please, tomorrow come faster. 

X.O.X.O

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