Thursday, October 6, 2011

A day with Unbelievable Memories

TODAY is my 18th b'day !
FINALLY ! I'm in adult world. ;p
I admit it from the deepest in my heart ! THIS IS THE BEST B'DAY BASH AND DAY EVERRRRR !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! EVERR !!!
you know what why ??
because started from 12.00pm sharp! my surprises started !
1. Someone call me and i can say that he is my dearest friend.
2. My sista and my friends joined and came to my house for greeting me.
3. This one is the most unbelievable b'day bash! A game and ended up with romantic things with candles and I got gifts from Shella, ellen and Erika.. and this one is the most successful surprise, I wes truly speechless. :)) Thank you guys..
4. When I came back to my room, someone asked me to OL skype, then INFACT ! he sang HB to me with guitar. same person. :D
5. Got surprise in English class
6. Got surprise after Economic class from Angelique, Jessica, Anas, Xin, Shien and Rani.
7. Angelique, Jessica and Xin treat me at sushi zanmai.

HONESTLY, I CAN'T EVEN DESCRIBE MY FEELING RITE NOW.
WHAT I KNOW IS, GOD IS GOOD! EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENED IN MY B'DAY DAY, IT WAS CREATED BY HIS AMAZING HANDS!
I couldn't say how much I thankful and how much I love my friends and of course my family and JESUS.
I don't know what to say anymore. Now, I really blessed by HIM! He answer my prayer not the wish yet. but I believe that he is going to fulfill it soon cause he made the plan.
anyway, I wish Gina was here to. :( I miss her so much ..

FOR THE HUNDRED THOUSANDS TIMES, I'M GOING TO SAY MASSIVE THANK YOU AND MAY ALL OF YOU ALWAYS BE BLESSED BY GOD AND I ALWAYS LOVE YOU.
shella, maria,putri,rika,angel,chika, anas, xin, shien, easter, nadya, mike, hutomo, wijoyo, kelvin, robby, mega, sisca, devi, rani,my lovely sista, ce nadya, ellen. who else ?? sorry guys.. lemme know if I miss another person. Love u so much! I can't even tell my own story in it cause this is special for me ..

once again, THE BEST 18TH B'DAY BASH WITH MASSIVE SURPRISES AND GIFTS, LOVES.



X.O.X.O

Massive of Love

Tuesday, October 4, 2011

Day will Remain, Number will Change

2 days before my 18th b'day.
I don't know what should I expect on my b'day. One thing for sure, it will be the same with my daily day. Everything will remain the same, nothing will change except the number.
I don't want expect anything.
I hope, no one ruin my day. That's all.
For my wishing: This year I have a quote to express my wish "Once for all" I mean, in this year, I special asking for someone who will take care of me.
I can't describe what I feel rite now. hmmmm...
:D
May GOD bless me, my day and my family. Amen. :D
GBU




X.O.X.O
Bunch of Love

Wednesday, September 14, 2011

Be Your Own Castle

Just renewed my blog. Changing many stuff especially the background. There is a reason why I chose the background. As you can see, my background is something that related to camera and picture. Well, I have the reasons. As you know, the function of camera is to capture the important moments on your life. Yeah, that's why I chose camera and photos as my background. I want my eyes become my own camera for my own life. There are many beautiful moments in my life and of course your life and you need something to keep it forever. Perhaps you will answer camera is the best. NO! Camera is not a thing that can keeping ALL your moments. A thing that can is YOUR EYES! because camera has limited memory to save all your data and your computer also has limit for your data. But your eyes have unlimited capacity to save all your moments and your brain is as your PC. Eyes and brain have no limit to something that you already see and happen. Evidence ?? Well, you have lived for 18th years or even more but can you still picture your childhood that happened a long long long long time go? Can you still remember what happen in your adulthood? YES, YOU DO! even for certain people they can remember every single movement that they did in the past. Do you ever think about it ? maybe no because nowadays many digital camera that you think can immortalize your beautiful moments. Well, through our eyes, we don't need paper to print the memories only using your mouth to tell it. Therefore, I wanna build my own castle and be an ace of my own life through my eyes because I want an eternal moments and memories not temporary. <3


X.O.X.O

Bunch Of Love











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Tuesday, September 6, 2011

Another Post in The Beginning of September

Another month, another post in my blog.
Today is September 6th, 2011. exactly, 1 month before my 18th b'day. Well, I'm not going to talk about it. I'm just BORED !!!! Arghhh, I got economic portfolio entry 2 due this Friday but I haven't done yet. Still 3 questions that I wrote. I feel so lazy, still need holiday. Ok, no need holiday because I feel everyday is holiday. I need SUPPORT! Today is been a bored day ever in my life. First, I got english's HW + I got Econ's HW + I got my second test back but it makes me disappoint. =(( It's the silliest things man. It's about my calculation! I forgot to divided by 2. I'm scared my average goes down. =(( That's make me sad and feel very lazy today.
Since, I don't have anyone to talk to, I just wrote. To write here also so lazy. My brain is not working right now. Screw me! T.T
I wish I could rewind the time. I hope my average don't go down. I will study harder than before. I WILL! FIGHTING!

Monday, August 8, 2011

ONE DAY - Charice

Here's my new entry list. CHARICE love her songs and music. easy but not easy. =)

HERE's the lyrics

ONE DAY by CHARICE


(one day, one day, one day)
they’re not gonna keep me down
they’re not gonna shut me out
they’re gonna do what they do, i do me
i’m moving against the crowd
i’m drowning out, way down
they’re gonna do what they do
i do something original
be unforgettable
they’re gonna know my name
chorus:
(one day) i’ll make you a believer
(one day) i got this all i need is
(one day) don’t try to tell me i can’t (tell me i can’t)
(and now) i’m a light in the future
(watch out) wont stop i’m a mover
(one day) you’re gonna know who i am
i will fly high and free
it’s my fate wait and see one day
http://www.hotnewsonglyrics.com/charice-one-day-lyrics.html
i’ve been afraid before,
to reach for something more
but now i see that it’s mine, i’ll take it
just go ahead and try,
you’re not gonna change my mind
there’s no such thing as too late
yeaaaaaahhhh!!
(chorus)
bridge:
i’m on a mission, no longer listening
to anyone that says don’t try
sometimes you feel it, deep in your spirit
it’s like a fire that won’t die
(one day) wait and see
(one day) oooh
(one day) just wait and see
chorus:
(one day) i’ll make you a believer
(one day) i got this all i need is
(one day) don’t try to tell me i can’t (ooooh)
(and now) i’m a light in the future
(watch out) wont stop i’m a mover
(one day) you’re gonna know who i am (know who i am)
i will fly high and free
it’s my fate wait and see, one day
one day, one day
one day, one day, one day

SUPER DAY

Monday, August 8th, 2011

WOWWWW,, I'm super excited today. I did the most exciting presentation in my life and this is the best day since she left.
Today, I had Economic presentation which require me to interact with the audience which I never ever done it before and I was pretty nervous. You know what why am I nervous?
First of all, because my friends in economic class look like really smart, I'm afraid that they will ask non sense questions .. But guess what ? THEY DIDN'T. They were really nice and I can do my presentation REALLY REALLY REALLY WELL !! The most exciting and the most good presentation EVER in my life! They were amazing. Well, still I have some lack in timing. Because my slides too much, I can't finish them all in 10 minutes, but well, I still get good mark. Thank guys.
I'm really thankful as well because my effort to practice during the weekend and sacrifice my weekend are paid with a good mark. Furthermore, I would like to thank you to Jessika Budiman, she is my friend who presenting today also and we worked together. We helped each others. Really blessed. Thanks God. I know YOU always guide me.

Secondly,  after me and Jessika Budiman worked very hard during the weekend and finally we did a tremendous job, we pay our efforts in pyramid. After class, we went to Pyramid and had some fun there. We share many stories and our experiences. That was nice. Especially, we watched "Captain America". I though that I'm going to watch it alone, but BIG THANK YOU TO chika (everyone used to call her chika). Even though, she already watch it before, she still wanted to accompany me to watch. I really appreciate it. Hope the best for you ladies. =)

Thirdly, as you know that I'm a big fans of JUSTIN BIEBER! IMMA BELIEBERS! then, I know that today is a TCA (Teen Choice Award) and he has 5 categories in it. After I went back to Pyramid, I was directly opened my laptop and go to you tube and watch it from the beginning till the end. SERIOUSLY! I'm proud to be BELIEBERS. He won all the categories and I love when I know he won the hottie male categories. Not only that, because in TCA, I take some part of it. I voted him everyday and I'M GLAD THAT HE WON ! CAN YOU IMAGINE EVERYDAY I ALWAYS TAKE SOME TIMES ONLY TO VOTE HIM IN TCA WEBSITES ?
SERIOUSLY, this is my first time and the craziest thing that I've ever done to choose my favorite artist and singer IN MY LIFE. I'm really glad. I LOVE U JUSTIN. Anyway, I love the part when Selena Gomez was singing then you were dancing and you were also clap super excited when the song is finish. such a gentleman and SELENA MUST BE PROUD TO HAVE YOU JUSTIN! i'll always support you no matter what just don't do the bad things .. =) Love you.

Last but not least, I downloaded many new songs especially is about motivation song. Those kind of songs encourage my self to life my live.

THANK YOU JESUS. YOU REALLY BLESSED ME. LOVE YOU.
THANK YOU CHIKA BEING MY COMPANION.
THANK YOU FOR ALL THE PEOPLE THAT HAVE HELPED ME.
LOVE YOU AND I LOVE TODAY! THIS IS THE FREEST DAY IN MY LIFE SINCE SHE LEFT.



X.O.X.O
Bunch of Love


Monday, July 25, 2011

Important Messages

What do you think about movie ? I think, you will ask a questions like, "Is the movie good?" or "What is the movie about ?" then when you watch the movie, you keep saying that "this movie is not good." and something like that. But, do you ever ask a question like this "Why are they make this movie?" or "What is the motif?" "Is there any purposes that they want us to know?" Be smart people.
People make a movie definitely have a purpose. Behind the love story or horror movie or whatever, there's must be an important messages that the producer want to tell to the consumer.
Last week, I went to watched movie with my friends. The tittle is "Take Me Home Tonight". The movie is not my genre movie but after I watch the movie I feel like motivated by that movie. During the show I catch some wisdom word that related to spirit. Here they are :

1."You don't really fail son, you just haven't really try before you succeed"
2. "We are trying to be different because we are afraid. I'm afraid but I'm already afraid for the whole my life and I don't want miss my life anymore just because I'm afraid"
Those sentences are really inspirational. I take those sentences and try to apply those messages in my life. The meaning of those sentences is you have to try first before you say you can not do it. Never being afraid if you haven't try something because if you don't try first, you might miss that chance and will be afraid for your whole life.
Shortly, every movie has own messages. Try to look at that and find out what is the meaning don't just watch the movie but you don't understand what is the aim from that movie.



X.O.X.O
Bunch of love


 
 
 

Wednesday, July 20, 2011

Skyscraper

Demi Lovato - Skyscraper 

After I saw a video last night, I heard alot about Demi lovato. She is a very wonderful girl. She keeps strong in every condition. I think, this song is a reflection of her self because she was always being bullied by her friends by saying Fat. I think, this song PROVE EVERYTHING ! I love this song. Check it out 


Here's the lyrics:

Skies are crying,
I am watching,
Catching teardrops in my hands.
Only silence, as it's ending,
Like we never had a chance.
Do you have to make me feel
Like there's nothing left of me?

You can take everything I have,
You can break everything I am,
Like I'm made of glass,
Like I'm made of paper.
Go on and try to tear me down.
I will be rising from the ground,
Like a skyscraper,
Like a skyscraper.

As the smoke clears,
I awaken,
And untangle you from me.
Would it make you feel better
To watch me, while I bleed?
All my windows still are broken,
But I'm standing on my feet.
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/d/demi_lovato/skyscraper.html ]
You can take everything I have,
You can break everything I am,
Like I'm made of glass,
Like I'm made of paper.
Go on and try to tear me down.
I will be rising from the ground,
Like a skyscraper,
Like a skyscraper.

Go run, run, run.
I'm gonna stay right here,
Watch you disappear.
Yeah, ohh.
Go run, run, run.
Yeah, it's a long way down,
But I am closer to the clouds,
Up here.

You can take everything I have,
You can break everything I am,
Like I'm made of glass,
Like I'm made of paper.

Ohhh

Go on and try to tear me down.
I will be rising from the ground,
Like a skyscraper,
Like a skyscraper.
(Like a skyscraper)
Like a skyscraper,
Like a skyscraper.


X.O.X.O
Bunch of love 

Wednesday, July 6, 2011

New Semester

Wow,, It's been along time I do not fill in my blog ..
anyways, many events have occurred during my holiday, like went to genting highland and stayed over night in starbucks, waiting lounge and marry brown and we were freezing .. hahahhahaha .. Genting was so cold and it is cool and so memorable. I would like to repeat that moments. Then, gina left us. I mean it's time for gina to leave us. She went back to Medan and perhaps she won't back to Malaysia because she will continue her univ in US .. hmmmm . I feel so empty without her. Still can't let her go till now .. What should I do ? >,<

Hmmmm,, then, this is part which I hate to share. It's about my first day in my third semester in CIMP and also this is my last semester. fiiuuhhhh ,, after awhile, tomorrow, I'll be busied by assignment, test and so on. Even though I only taking 2 subjects which is english 4c and Economic, still feel like hell. I'm only worry bout economic. I'm not really into it because I don't really know bout the teacher, Mr.D. Dunno he is kind or the opposite .. >,<
I wish he is kind and not really strict bout score because I need a good score at least 70 to apply to JCU .. hmmmm... please. I'm worry bout that. I wish I can do well in his class. both class actually .. =pp

NEW SEMESTER HERE I COME. PLEASE BE KIND WITH ME.
MRS.MANOGARI, PLEASE BE KIND WITH ME..
MR.D, I KNOW SOME STUDENTS SAY THAT U R KIND THEN SHOW IT TO ME .. =DD
EVERYBODY PLEASE BE KIND WITH ME ..

I CAN DO IT ..
GOD BLESS ME ..


X.O.X.O

Monday, June 13, 2011

First Day and First Experience

Finally, it's been along time, I'm not write anything here. Many things have happened in  this week. But, let me share about my great experience of work. Today, Monday, 13rd June 2011, me and erika started our first day of work in SUNWAY LAGOON ! excited and a bit nervous actually, but when it happened, it's gone. Our work is simple, we have to pursue the customer to change the wristband with the items like t-shirt, watch and hat and they don't have to pay. Otherwise, it's FREE ! I thought, it will be fun and interesting but, it's not. The people there are totally selfish. They don't care about the new staff. So, at first, I was kinda like I'm the minor, but after 2 hours, I challenged my self to against them. There are indians who can speak mandarin well than me. I'm a bit surprise and proud of them, but after a while, They seemed like they want to show off and I don't like. I know that I can't speak mandarin, but doesn't mean I can't understand at all. So, that time, I suddenly became very active because I don't want they look down of me! hahahhahahhahahahhaha.. So, I got a lot customers today. A bit satisfy because this is my first day and my first experience but I did it a bit well. #PROUDOFMYSELF

Conclusion for today only :: PROUD OF MY SELF !



X.O.X.O
Bunch of love




This is the map of Sunway Lagoon

Wednesday, June 1, 2011

Good Morning

Good morning Blogger ..

When I woke up, the only thing was went to toilet and took all my clothes from washing machine that I washed last night. Then, I open my laptop, nothing there only 5 notifications from facebook and 1 tweet from twitter. Blog ? I'm not expecting commentator here because blog for me is like my daily dairy so nothing to be commented.Hmmmm, when I opened blog just now, I got surprise that I have written for June. I thought today and yesterday are still May. Then, I checked calender, it is JUNE. I succeed to wrote 20 articles here on May. I love it! At least I tried to keep my english skills. THANK YOU JESUS. As well as, today is PANTEKOSTA (I don't know the english name. Patekosta means 40 days after Jesus is buried and he raised.) Tonight, I will go to church with my sista. Happy pantekosta for those who celebrate it.

WELCOME JUNE .


X.O.X.O
Bunch of love

One Utama

Today, on June 1st, 2011. Me, Gina, Shella, Maria and Putri went to One Utama mall. Erika supposed to be there, but she had medical check up so she couldn't join. Hmmmm, A bit disappointed because we already arranged this for a couple days ago and she said that she is in. But, because she was late woke up, then, she couldn't make medical check up in the morning.

Anyway, before I went to One Utama. Some incident happened. It was hurt enough for me. But I couldn't tell here. I'm gonna keep it by my self. But the thing is I'm gonna hate him and consider someone to out of my life. =)

Hmmmm,,, Finally, we got taxis to go to One Utama. Me and shella were one taxi and Gina, Maria and Putri were in another taxi. On the way to One Utama, Me and Shella talked a lot of things. We were laugh and shared something. Then, we arrived in One Utama and we straight away to went lunch because it was already at 2 or 3 p.m, so we took lunch first. We tried something different. For lunch we ate in Teppayaki restaurant. Me, Putri, Shella and gina ordered chicken teppayaki and Maria ordered salmon because she is in fasting. I thought that it was a lot of ketchup but it was a lot of vegetables. >,< the vegetables was tasteless. I just ate the chicken and the rice. But the chicken is not bad. good enough. hahahhahaha. Shella ate so fast and all the vegetables, the chicken and the rice cleaned. I think she either likes it or she was starving. Dunno. =D


Then, we went for shopping ! hahahahhaha. first shop was kitschen. In this shopping section, I have plan. If I get pant then I have to find clothes or others. I can't buy the same items. hahahahha. Then, we were not buy first because we still had other shops. Gina, shella and Maria were looking for graduation clothes. So, we were split out to find something. I got something there, tanktop. but I didn't but it. still looking in other shops. After Kitschen, we went to Zara, Forever21, warehouse, top shop, dorroty perkins, cotton on, Padini and many mores. In forever 21, I found 1 black jumpsuit . It is cute and I love it. I thought it was discount but it wasn't. The price is Rm 139. ohhh nooo.. I knew that it wasn't discount after I have tried. Huhhh,, I already fall in love with that jump suit. So, I returned it back. Then, I found a pair shoe, cute also. blue shoe and I like the model. But when I tried, It doesn't fit. eergghhh. So, again I'm disappointed. We went to other shops, though.


In cotton on. We a bit took along time because in cotton on the discount so big. So, I tried pants and I love it. Hahahahaha. Firstly, I got enough confusion because the pant's price is Rm 69, I though is it worth it or not ? Then, I asked Gina and Gina said that It isn't. I asked Shella and Maria, both said it is. So, I picked the biggest number. So I bought the pant. hahahahhahahaha.

In top shop, Gina found a cute and nice skirt and clothes. She tried them and she loves both. Unfortunately, the clothe doesn't match with the skirt. So, she was a bit disappointed. Even though she falls in love, of course she didn't straight away buy it. She still looking in other shops but she couldn't find it. So, while Putri, Maria and Shella were in Zara. Me and Gina went back to Top shop and she bought the skirt. The only problem is she couldn't find the perfect clothe for her skirt. It was, but the price RM349 ! it equals 1 million Indonesia rupiah. Of course, she won't buy it.

After from top shop, we caught up shella, maria and putri in Tutti fruti. First, they bought one big cups yogurt but Maria being addicted to it, so she bought her own yogurt. We took some pictures, and some jokes. I was enjoy it.

In padini. Me and shella found cute clothes and they are in sale. So, Shella and I share. because 2 clothes are for Rm49, so I took one and She took one. hehehehhe. We have twin clothes. her is pink and mine is blue. Glad have same clothes with shella. Anyway the pant that I bought in cotton on, maria also bought it. So we are same Maria. I forgot to mention it so I just remembered, I write it down here. Hmmm,,, putri ? I thought, she didn't buy anything. But dunno. Forgive me putri. I already tired and my eyes are like wanna close immediately. So, really forgive me.

In dinner. We got confused as well. We didn't know where we have to eat. So we pick randomly. Finally, we ate in Teh Tarik Place. We ordered different types of foods. I couldn't remember what it was. But, here some sad moments between us and Gina. It was, we were talking about putri. She couldn't meet gina again because she goes back earlier while gina with her parent. Then, Putri said that last night, she dreamed bout Gina. It was about we accompany Gina till her home town Medan. Then, suddenly, gina cries. She said that time goes so fast. She was thinking while she was packing to went back to Medan for 3 days that she already 5 years in Malaysia and now in a months she will leaves Malaysia. Many moments and memories while she is living here.  I know, even though Me and Gina only know each others for a year, I can feel her. I think she is the best friend that I have. She is truly friends. I'm gonna miss her so much. Actually, I wanna tell her to stay here, but It called selfish. As a good friend, I have to let her go to find her future and career. I know, someday we will meet again in another place and in another time.

But, I just hate that someone ruined it. I think that she doesn't has sense at all ! even it still one month but one month is fast ! she said that "What lah all of you ? " Seems like she underestimated ! I thought that she doesn't has heart and it might she never thought about this friendship. I hate her! GO DIE ! huhhhh ...



Then, I'm totally gonna miss GEORGINA TRIADELINE NATASYA SIAHAAN. Take care baby. I wish we could meet someday. I love you.

Ps: 1. Photos coming soon.Be patient
      2. The long story I ever wrote. hahahhahaha. Sorry for the wrong grammar. =) forgive me please..


X.O.X.O
Bunch of Love.

Tuesday, May 31, 2011

Dempo's Art Exhibition

I couldn't remember what date it was. But, I remember, It was our first performance. Even though we are not show together, at least we got have fun together. That night is really mean to me. I recorded your voice while you were singing. As well as, it was first song that you gave to me "Fall for you" I didn't know that that song was for "her" till I found out the lyrics of the song. I just knew that you sang for "Her". Unfortunately, she was not there. you were wishing that she could know how is your feeling. But, pity you. Then, I was going to covered "tetap mengerti" by kerispatih (Indonesia band), in the middle of recording. I cried. When I was singing that song, I felt something that long time ago I already buried it. But, still there. It was really hurt . I miss you so badly. I thought that I already moved on but I'M NOT ! Then, I was looking for your voice that I recorded at Dempo's art exhibition. I found it and I listened to it. I cried again and again. 

" I wish you were here. I wish you knew what I feel. I wish I could repeat the time. I wish I didn't do the silly things. I wish, I was not do confession to you. I wish I could be your best friends in your difficult. "
Many wishes that I wanted you know. But I know that I COULDN'T and you WOULDN'T know about this. I feel alone here. The only thing that I never regret for is I loved you. It is worth it. You taught me how to let go. I wish you are happy right now and will be happy with anyone who will you pick to be ur next GF. I sending my love to you from here. Wishing you bunch of luck in ur new world.


X.O.X.O
Bunch of love

O S S L T

First time when I woke up in this morning, the only thing that I thought was "Should I meet with That guy ?". From 8.30a.m - 01.00 p.m I thought like that till Maria called me and said that if I want to check my final result I can come and check with miss Lis. I thought that the final result of my second semester in CIMP is out. So, I really wanted to go. I went to college with Gina. But, on the way to college, Gina told me that she wanted to found out about OSSLT result. Then, I got confused because I thought that the result which is out was Final result of my second semester but why Gina wants to take her OSSLT result. Was the result out ? Then, I kept thinking till we arrived at college and indeed I'm wrong interpretation. What maria was talking about is about OSSLT result. Hmmm,, I already curious about my final result, well, it's ok. Still waiting.

Then, I asked Miss Lisa about my result. I was very nervous, Gina as well. Gina went first, while miss Lisa was checking, she really looked like nervous till miss Liza said "Congratulation. You are pass." Then, her face turned very bright. She was smile and she was very happy. I am happy for her as well. Then, after Gina is my turn. I thought that I'm failed. I just surrender and I thought, "If, I'm failed. Alright, It's ok. I have OLC class." but guess what ? I'M PASS !!!!! hahahahhaha I got 305 for marks! yuhuuu,, I'm blessed and I'm just happy. Really thanks GOD. What I worked to get this things done are really worth it! I'M BLESSED.
Note:: We: Me, Gina, Erika, Maria and Shella are pass OSSLT ! so bless !



X.O.X.O
Bunch of love





Monday, May 30, 2011

A message

After I sleep 12 hours. I woke up and opened my laptop, I saw 2 messages one from Maria and another one is from Father Sixtus. Actually, I sent a messages yesterday, I asked for some help. In these 3 months, I feel like I lose my self. I need God. There is something missing somewhere inside my self. But, when I pray, I feel so far with God. I miss God. This is first time when I feel lose from God. I don't know what to do. I try to do confess my sins but it doesn't working. There is still some piece that need to be found. Till then, I surrender, I sent a messages to father Sixtus and I told him any thing that I felt. I don't want my relationship with Lord broken. Then, he replied and he said that try to said this sentence.

"I miss you Lord, I love you Lord. I praise and worship you Lord "
You know what ??? I feel PEACE inside here and I cry. I almost figure out what I need. I'll keep pray and say that sentence.

PS: we can't live far away from GOD. Once you feel nothing inside or feel like God is not with you anymore. Go and find out what happen. Because You need Him to guide you for the truth road. THANK YOU FOR FATHER SIXTUS.


X.O.X.O
Bunch of love









Sunday, May 29, 2011

Badminton Day

Yuhuuuu,,
Just went back from playing badminton with Erika and Gina. Actually, shella wants to join but she couldn't wake up, so........ only three of us. We played not really long because there was wind so we couldn't play so, we decided to stop playing and back to our house. We are not very serious playing badminton. We also make a joke so it wasn't too serious. Just playing as a friend not as a rival. Glad to spent time with them. Love them so much. Wishing gina could stay here for another year. Gina is going to move to US for her university. For sure gonna miss her so much. I stay here because I don't wanna lose any moments with her before she leaves. Thank you for another day that we could hanging out together. Love you.



X.O.X.O
Bunch of love

Memorable Moments

Here some memories that we captured. Wishing these memories could remind us who we are, who you are, who I am and where you belong.. Only photos ::

Shella and Gina

Shella, Theresa, Gina, Erika, Maria, Theresia and Me


Shella, Theresa, Gina, Erika, Maria, Theresia and Me

Gina and Shella (They both look so cute like a couple)

Maria and Me 

Maria and Erika
Sorry can't rotate the photo

Me, Maria, Shella, Erika and Gina

Gina, Shella and Me

Maria and Gina
Sorry, can't rotate the picture

Hahahahahha. This is the funny picture ever. starting from below and left picture seems like I wanna Gina to be my GF but shella doesn't allow me then, third picture, in the top and right picture, Shella push me to stay away from Gina and last picture, I disappear. hahahhaha. such a nice shoot ! 

Here also funny picture, starting down and left picture, Shella and Maria are happy together and then up and right picture suddenly Gina comes in front of camera and Shella screams and finally Gina disappear again and here they are Shella and Maria in the hoy. =p

Me trying to confess to Gina then, Shella comes and dunno the ending. just look at my face in the up and right picture. So funny. hahahahhahahhha. guess like what is the ending and tell me.

Gina, Shella and Maria are shaking theirs head to make their hairs flew just like the advertisement of Sunsilk Shampoo. hahahahahahah. Anyone needs model to advertisement model of shampoo. Here they are. =p 

The story almost same like a few picture previously. Just I can't stand to see my own face. Hhahahahhah.
Me, Shella and Gina

Gina, Shella, Me and Theresia

Shella and Theresia. Both are pretty.

Gina, Erika and Shella. They pose like japanese girl style. ahhahahhahah
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Theresia , Maria and Maria's teddy bear

How cute those photos.. Glad have all of you guys.



X.O.X.O
Bunch of love





Big Thank You

Thank you for today guys. Even though u are not going to read all of these, I believe that u know that we had great time and night. I know "Great Day" story is not really complete story, at least I tried to share it so that what we've been through together will be recorded to keep us with our's memories. I'm exciting for badminton tomorrow!
Here some photos that I took for today, sorry for shella, I can't get ur photo. =(

Maria Lawono from Pekanbaru

Melissa Widodo from Solo

Erika Priskila from Pekanbaru

Me and Georgina Siahaan from Malang and Medan
Shella Stephanie from Pekanbaru

Great Day

How blessed I am today. Have a great time today with all my friends.
First, me, gina, maria, melissa, and erika went to FGCC church. Before went to church, we plus shella having lunch at orange then we go to church exclude shella because she is buddist. So, she went back to home and me, maria, gina, erika and melissa went to church. There was awesome moments in church, we only sang and worshiped and I kinda like almost the songs. After, church we went for dinner as well, it was around 6 p.m. Then, gina and maria went home while me and erika went to melissa's house to see a room for erika. Then, me and erika were in melissa's house almost 2 hours and we had great time in melissa's house. We shared songs. hahahahahahahha. like new song of JUSTIN BIEBER, lady antebellum and etc. Then, around 8 p.m me and erika went home but, when we were in the lift, I said to Erika that I'm starving and i don't have enough money. Then, suddenly, erika said "ok, let's go eat, I treat u! sate padang " I shocked, I thought that she was joking but She is serious. hahahahahah. Then, we went to ming tian to eat sate padang. When we arrived there, the TV was showing the battle of Sudirman Cup Finale between China and Denmark. Erika so excited, because she loves badminton. She told me everything about badminton. About the player who were playing in the TV (Lindan (China) and GUDE (I forget the name of Denmark's player)). She kept telling me everything like Lindan is easy to be lost if the rival be patient. hahahahahhaha. I'm proud of her, She knows everything about badminton until the history of china's badminton was made. hahahhahahahah


Then, because I don't know what to do and also I just saw tweet from shella that she wanted to play card, then I've got an idea, to stay lately in Condo and play card with her. Unfortunately, only me, erika, gina and shella can joined it. Maria can't, don't know the reason clearly. Putri because she has class tomorrow. So, only 4 of us can play the cards. ahhh yaa,, the funny things before I got into gina and shella's room. I asked erika to make a call to shella to help me open the door because My bb baterai dropped. Then, when Shella opened the door while she sang MCD's theme song. I was hiding in somewhere so that she saw nothing. Shella only saw erika and suddenly she shouted to Erika "hayyyy Erika!!!, you said to me to open the door, then, now I open the door,  why you go back to your own room?" then I jumped and screamed "duaarr". She jumped a bit and shocked ! I just laughing. HAHAHAHAHAH. So funny to see her reaction! wkwkkwkwkw....

I went to her room and found Gina was watching princess hours so, while waiting erika come here. I watched princess hours too and also I love that movie as well. But we only looked for the funny moments. We were laugh together and screamed while we saw the price shin and princess shoeyin are kissing. hahahahahahhaha. So funny, If I remembering that moments. So memorable then Finally, we played UNO only 2 quarters because I have to go before 12 p.m. huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa >,<

even  though I only got 2 quaters for UNO, I got great time with them for whole days !
BIG THANKS TO GINA, MARIA,SHELLA,ERIKA,MELISSA.


X.O.X.O
Bunch of love.